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I’ve been running around like a crazy person, driving around like i have too much fuel to burn, staying up like vampires that don’t need to sleep in Twilight. I need a break, from the world, from myself, from everything.

The emo picture i made 2 years ago.

It’s almost the time of the year again, and all i can think about it to have a party on the beach while listening to the waves and then suddenly i imagined a tsunami sweeping all the people away and there goes a gazillion tonnes of happiness. But honestly, everyone would make this particular age’s birthday celebration a huge one. I don’t think i plan to celebrate this year. I have high expectations and limited cash flow. Oh well.

Anyways, i want to upload new pictures. But apparently i realized, i didn’t take any. I’ll try to remember to get pictures tomorrow. It’s beach day! :)

By falling in love, you hurt yourself and the ones around you.

By judging a situation, you pull out and hurt the ones around you with no intentions but put yourself through misery.

I’m sorry i haven’t been updating, i’ve been caught up with a lot of things to do.

Arrogant bitch.

So because I’ve been really quiet in all classes and avoid eye contact with anyone at all, i’m labelled as ‘PROUD’ by a certain someone. Just because the guy you like doesn’t like you, doesn’t mean that you have the rights to blame it on someone else. Sides, i’m not interested in him, we’ve been friends for years and you get so dramatic whenever i talk. I don’t know you, i have nothing to say about you. So stop making assumptions.

College (apart from being in the same class for EVERY FUCKING CLASS as a certain someone) is awesome. I met new people, that makes me happy! :D

I’m sorry, that we got ourselves into this situation.

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Leave? Leaving. Left.

I am starting to doubt myself right now. I used to be the girl that can just make decisions that would be best for her. And nothing, as in seriously, nothing at all could cloud my mind and make me hesitate or change my decisions.

It’s true what a wise person told me. Successful and loyal or unsuccessful and playful? It was just clear to me. That for so long, i’ve been playing with my future thinking the present is more important to solve. Right now, i can’t help but to say i truly regret the way i’ve changed.

People change to be better and to be wiser. More or less, they’d know when it’s time to let go. And dig up the courage to go through bumpy roads for a while and then seek for a better path on a less bumpy journey. What am i doing now? Being all messed up. By several people.

I guess if i had a choice i’d want to live alone. I really don’t mind being alone. In fact, i’d be happier that way.

Okay now i have to get back to books. Sigh.

Till the next update. Bye.

What i’ve been living on.

No computer. Yes, i said it. My addiction for the laptop is going through the process of dying out.

Anyways, to update just a bit. My super awesome sister’s super awesome boyfriend posted the pictures up. :) Yes, i am happy that the pictures turned out pretty. Thankyou!

Started with cosmetics. Or more like me vandalising her face.

The first shot i suppose.

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I like this shot the best. :D

My favourite animal.

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And this shot. The parachute was 10seconds away from landing on us.

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With little Emily. :)

Anyways. Sem1 has started. And it’s gonna be really hectic. I had the worst 1st day of 2010 ever. But i’m pretty sure as soon as i get the courage to do what has to be done, i’ll be fine. I just need more..time.

I’ve got to get back to my books now. I’ll update as soon as i feel like it. For now, i just need time to think things through. :) Have a good study year for all those that has started / are about to start studying and for all those who have already started / are about to start working. See ya’ll soon!

So I met Kenny on the 30th of December, just in time before the 31st when the clock strikes 12 and ‘09 will officially be ‘10. It still surprises me how time passes by so soon and how i’m gonna be older by one more year. That kinda sucks, i never wanna grow older.

So Kenny was nice enough to ask me to join him at the party at Fullerton Hotel organized by Miss Singapore – Rachel Kum. -_-” On the 30th. I got lost in ION Mall, couldn’t find a way out. T.T And i sent Kenny a text “I can’t believe i’m saying this, but i think i’m lost. In a mall. Fml,” and he said “Looks like it’s a job for James Bond *puts on sunglasses*, i sprint over nowwwwww.” Cute. Haha.

Unphotoshopped picture of us. (Not that i know how to photoshop also)

I wanted to record how i could fly off the Reverse Bungee and post it up, but no cameras allowed. So yes. T.T I wanna reverse bungee again now that i am richer than i previously was!

Patron Tequila? I don't know. Kenny ordered it.

Kenny has a fetish for handbags with leopard prints. I didn't force him to pose like that despite his 'why?!' face. *grins

And after this picture, you get to see how feminine he really is. OKAY fine i forced him to do so. Only because his hairy armpits ended up as my wallpaper when i turned around! -_-”

Kenny the clam (a.k.a. Lala)

And we went to 7eleven to get beer and bacardi! AND dark chocolates! *yumms

Then i headed home at 4.30am after multiple drinks! -_-” Reverse bungee + 3 rounds of tequila + 3 bottles of bacardi + tiger beer = very bad hangupsidedownover the next morning.

And the next evening. Dinner at New York Restaurant or something. :P

Mashed potato! YUMMMMS!

After our feast at New York, he said “Are you full yet?” and i told him honestly “Actually i would still like mashed potatoes and ice cream!”. Can see in his face that he was shocked, “But you ate so much just now!”

T.T Every guy also say that kay, i’m half a guy what. Cut me some slack!

So he went shopping for his SUPER EXPENSIVE ear phones. (Which apparently, i still don’t understand why so expensive and he still want even more expensive ones which were outta stock. HARHAR) The shop owner liked us very much i must say. Kenny bought ear phones which cost $259SGD and the shop owner gave him an amplifier worth $138SGD! And as for me, i didn’t buy anything because i wasn’t rich yet. Haha. But the shop owner gave me ear phones worth $58SGD. Like so awesome kan?! I love that shop, although i really don’t know why ear phones are still so expensive!

Kenny with only PART of his purchases for that day!

A little bit too happy liao

The gold earphone's a pressie from Kenny! THANKQTHANKQ. :D

I think this is also only a small part that he spent on. He spend more on food. Because he befriended a person like me, everywhere i go only know how to say FOOD. See, the gold earphones also i complain expensive liao, and he spend like 9 times the amount of the one i complained was expensive on ONE pair of earphones. -_-”

Then when we were about to get ready, i took out The Balm eyeshadow and intended to do make up for Kenny before we headed out to Rachel’s suite! But he duwan so i put one blue dot on his face. But he torture me. I show you.

Nah, he use this as body paint.

I put one dot he draw so many alien language on my arm!

At first i thought he wrote Goku. Then only he added a few more dots and said it’s a smiley face. How can right?! *smacks kenny with smelly boots* And did i mention he also flooded the toilet. I went in and wanted to wash my arm and i almost slipped and hit the toilet bowl and lose all my teeth. Okay not that dramatic but yes, he flooded the toilet. *tsk tsk tsk*

Hohoho. Sweet revenge.

So the theme for Rachel’s party was ‘Hat’. And he got his hat, but i don’t have mine. As i mentioned in twitter. Hat hunting major fail. So when he was busy with his computer, i unwrapped my earphones. Then all the rubbish i got from the packaging i put inside his hat! But this revenge not good enough. I will think of one sometime soon.

And that was just random scribbling. Hahaha.

Okay and it took him 20 minutes to bathe. Now only i know guys bathe take so long one. Lucky i only had to fix a little bit make up and comb my hair. See, so easy. Wtf now i feel like i’m the guy.

And Kenny missing in action because he cannot find his room card. HAHAHA

I have so few pictures because it’s all inside Kenny’s camera or someone else’s camera. Brokeded my heart. Wow, i’m starting to get used to that word!

Kenny acting drunk so hot girls will come ask him is he okay. :P

Spot the hot guy. HAHAH. I feel like stalkerazzi.

The view from the balcony.

Benjamin's really cool hat. Hahaha.

Benjamin’s so cute! He came out and said “You look cold there. Here! The hat will keep you warm!”. Haha. :P

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He's the most friendly one there!!

Okay these are all the pictures i have. I don’t have anymore with me. Anyone with pictures pretty please send them to me! I want the group photo! :D

Reverse Bungee

I didn’t realize I am so much of an adrenaline junkie.

Last night was awesome, I successfully convince Kenny to go with me on the Reverse Bungee. We were supposed to go for drinks only. There were times both of us wanted to pull out. And while we were strapped on, I kept asking Kenny “Why are we doing this again?!”, and Kenny turned around and said “Why did I let you talk me into doing this?!”.

It was pretty awesome I wanted to do it a few more times! But too bad it was $45SGD per ride. -_- FML. I need more adrenaline boosts. I am still not contented.

Tonight's gonna be the night.

Where everything becomes emo.

It's my alone night. So i just wanna be alone.

Current song: Broken Hearted Girl - Beyonce

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